To My Muse, Favour ❤️
This is for you. Everything I couldn't say.
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This is for you. Everything I couldn't say.
Favour, this website is my attempt to give you the apology you truly deserve—one that costs me more than a quick text message. It's a physical reminder of the time, effort, and resources I've dedicated to understanding the profound mistake I made.
The words I spoke during our argument were cruel, baseless, and designed only to wound you and satisfy my own misplaced ego. When I told you to "check yourself" and questioned why nobody wants to be with you or claimed your "relationship doesn't last" I spoke lies that came from a place of anger, not truth.
Those words were a projection of my own misplaced ego and anger satification, and they had absolutely nothing to do with the beautiful, intelligent, and strong woman you are. There is no excuse for weaponizing your kindness and trust in that way. I lied to hurt you, and for that, I am truly, deeply sorry.
I now understand the depth of the damage. You are a breathtaking soul, and the qualities I love about you, your beauty, your smile, your resilience and your passion are the very things that make you sought after and cherished. You are worthy of all the love and stability in the world.
I hope this act, however small, shows you the size of my regret. I am sorry, Favy. I was wrong, and I have learned a painful lesson about humility and respect.
The first time we met.
Remember this moment? It felt so right.
One of my favorite videos of us.
These memories remind me of what I cherish and what I fought so carelessly to throw away.
I know that forgiveness isn't instant, but I hope this effort is a starting point. I want to respect your space and your decision, but I also want to show you the genuine, changed way I see things now.
You are my Muse, Favour. Always.